clumsy cause im fallin in sumthin...

[we_were_kids]

job corps got in contact with meh on tha 6th tellin meh i can come bak. im so happy. i cryed when mrs. brooks contacted meh n told me. i finally got what i've been beggin God for, he must kno i wuz serious. i miss antwine alot. im tryn to be real careful witt him. I'm so happy wit him. i love talkin to him, i feel like as a person he such a good match for me. honestly, i bearly think about tha fact that hes a completely diffrent ethnicity then me. i like him SO much... but i learned muh mistake wit DJ, im deffinently NOT tryn tah rush into things wit him. i dont wannah get hurt again. i cant take much more of that. i cant wait till sunday. i wanna see tha look on his face when i pop up outside his dorm. i miss him alot, he makes me feel so good, so happy. i havent let muhself feel like this in so long. i miss his ass. but im bout to go smoke a port n go to bed cause im FUCKED up so peace out pplz. i pobly wont rite again till i get home from easter break so till then...

-courtney