ughhhhhhhh. I hate change.

[we_were_kids]

So yesterday Genia and I toured a job corps campus. It looked like a jail. I hated it. I don't want to go. Being thrown into a situation where you have to live with 300 or 400 people you've never met a day in your life and sleep in a room with 3 other girls you don't know is intimidating. Especially if You're one of 3 white girls in the whole school. I don't like that I stick out like a sore thumb. Well, I'm gunna have to get use to it I suppose. We're sopose to wake up at 6am every morning and shit. I don't know how well this is going to work. I don't understand why I'm so shy. I was always outgoing as a kid. Just recently I've become shy. I don't like it. Attention makes me uncomfortable to say the least. Well, I don't have a problem around Hampden so why should I have a problem anywhere else? I guess your hood is like a saftey net. I grew up with most of the ppl around here and the other ones I couldn't care less about what they think of me so Idunno. I just need to stop stressing out about this shit.
In other news, Rob's got court tomorrow. He's probly goin back to jail. He better come see me before he leaves casue I'ma be pissed if I don't get to spend time with him before he leaves. Then the only time I'll be able to see him is when I visit him in lockup on the weekends when I'm home from Job Corps.
Idunno. I'm done for now.

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Court.