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tx state is wretched. i miss everyone i want to cry. i just got my internet to work today by the grace of God, it had a virus or something and i had to reinstall windows. piece of shit lappy. really, getting my internet to work made me want to cry because i was so happy. but now for some reason i cant download aim and its really making me depressed. soooo i dont know about this whole dorm thing. esp bc my roomate is a little on the very very cuckoo side. she fucking listens to veggie tales, and sings to christain music at the top of her lungs. other than that its cool i guess, i just miss home and everyone and i dont like not having my mom here to do everything for me. i need that hoe bad, i miss not having someone to boss around. haha jk. thank you to missy and ryann and nicole and chris for all the surprise visits, it made my year. and princess i wish you could be in my arms right now. yeah i really dont like this whole doing things by myself thing. anyways i havent written on this in forever. k im going to go buy a bag of dro and a bottle of everclear and sit in my closet, ttyl <3sarah