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First of all, I like how this has become my Crohn's diary because I'd rather not discuss it elsewise.
I'm not all better, I'm steroid dependent, and they've uped my dose of the poison that is making my hair fall out. I haven't been to the hospital since december so thats good, but I basically live at hawthorne medical because I have some appointment with some doctor at least once a week. Or if not, its blood work to make sure the poison isn't actually killing me, but just kinda..lolz. The next and last medicinal option is remicade, which would be an IV infusion every 8 weeks. Said to have decent sucess rates, but nasty side effects. and the thing with that is if the side effects are bad I can't get it out of my system like I could if it were a pill I could just stop taking. I shouldn't even complain, I could be my aunt who has had basically her entire digestive system removed because of this shit.
Anyway, Crohn's is bad, life isn't.
I need to pull myself out of whatever I've slipped into thats made me lazy, demotivated, mopey and a complete bitch to a boyfriend whom is wonderful to me. as well as regaining my social life that I've seemed to abandon for laying in bed most days. I'm done with it, its been two or three weeks of wah wahs and bullshit. I quit.
Back to being social, studious, ambitious and demonstrative.
I'm not all better, I'm steroid dependent, and they've uped my dose of the poison that is making my hair fall out. I haven't been to the hospital since december so thats good, but I basically live at hawthorne medical because I have some appointment with some doctor at least once a week. Or if not, its blood work to make sure the poison isn't actually killing me, but just kinda..lolz. The next and last medicinal option is remicade, which would be an IV infusion every 8 weeks. Said to have decent sucess rates, but nasty side effects. and the thing with that is if the side effects are bad I can't get it out of my system like I could if it were a pill I could just stop taking. I shouldn't even complain, I could be my aunt who has had basically her entire digestive system removed because of this shit.
Anyway, Crohn's is bad, life isn't.
I need to pull myself out of whatever I've slipped into thats made me lazy, demotivated, mopey and a complete bitch to a boyfriend whom is wonderful to me. as well as regaining my social life that I've seemed to abandon for laying in bed most days. I'm done with it, its been two or three weeks of wah wahs and bullshit. I quit.
Back to being social, studious, ambitious and demonstrative.