honey, you are a rock

[we_ride_to_hell]

don't you ever wish you could just drop off the radar for the rest of your life?
i don't think it is possible to do so, but i wish i could.
i have no idea what i want to do with my life.
i don't know if i should stay here or go to europe.
i would much rather be in europe because i will be away from everyone, but at the same time i'll be by myself.
there is so much i want to do and see before i die.
and the way things are going it doesn't seem like i'm going to do anything.
and i don't want to live like that.
there is so much opportunity for me to accomplish anything at all, as long as i've got the time.
and right now i'm wasting my time.
i mean, there is so much i can do with my life and i've already spent a quarter of it in school.
why should i pay 100,000 dollars to go to college to become a teacher only to get paid the same amount an employee at wal-mart gets paid?
it makes no sense to me.
and my parents don't seem to understand that i don't want to do it anymore.
my mom has stopped listening and my dad... never listened in the first place.
so i don't know what i want to do.
i've taken on this attitude of 'i just don't give a shit anymore' and i'm not sure it is healthy for me.
well.

who knows.