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[we_ride_to_hell]

i feel like shit.

how is it that i can impact someone's life so much?
i can't handle it.
not one bit.

i don't know what to do anymore.
i don't talk to anyone.
i fucking drove to Tampa tonight so i could talk to chloe.
and i didn't even say what i wanted to.
for some reason i think she is the only one that understands my fucked up brain.

and she makes killah brownies. :]

i've cried a lot since i've been home.
i just want to get out of here.
and it seems like i'm never going to.
this makes me want to die.

i just don't know how things like this happen.
i don't know what i did or who i wronged in a past life, but i wish i hadn't.