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i have a 4.0 GPA
yep. good eh?
so, it has recently occurred to me that i have become rather detached from people. i dont have any friends, i dont try to meet people and whenever i do accidentally meet someone, i never call them or try to develop the potential friendship. and whats more, it dosnt really bother me either. i dont mind not having friends. i am not opposed to it but i dont really care that much either. no-one really knows me except Mark. and i mean no-one. at least not anymore. i just read, hang out with Elijah and Mark, do family things and thats okay. people make me feel weird. it always seems like they want something from me or they are judging me. I am sure it is probably mostly in my head, but it still bugs me never the less.
i applied for a job at Books a Million yesterday. the plan was to wait until after Lee went back to Arizona, but then my car died and i need a new one.
i hope you all are well.
yep. good eh?
so, it has recently occurred to me that i have become rather detached from people. i dont have any friends, i dont try to meet people and whenever i do accidentally meet someone, i never call them or try to develop the potential friendship. and whats more, it dosnt really bother me either. i dont mind not having friends. i am not opposed to it but i dont really care that much either. no-one really knows me except Mark. and i mean no-one. at least not anymore. i just read, hang out with Elijah and Mark, do family things and thats okay. people make me feel weird. it always seems like they want something from me or they are judging me. I am sure it is probably mostly in my head, but it still bugs me never the less.
i applied for a job at Books a Million yesterday. the plan was to wait until after Lee went back to Arizona, but then my car died and i need a new one.
i hope you all are well.