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my brother got "laid off" today at lifetime. it was horrible. we cried together in an office and i want to crush his boss' skull on the curb. she's a sneaky lying bitch who could get canned for the shit she's pulled.

i feel so bad. he was so good at what he did and he worked his ass off.. and he had so many friends at work. oie.
on top of all that, he's the biggest financial support in the family. ugh.

we threw a party for him tonight, though. it turned out awesome.. tons of beer pong haha. it was so much fun yet it was hard to enjoy it knowing he wouldn't see these kids much more after this.

so now i'm really debating not going to school next semester. maybe i'll find a full time job and such so i can focus on helping out a little more. it all depends on whether or not i have to start paying back loans. i read somewhere that if you stop going to school for more than 6 months you have to start paying back loans. if that's the case i'll clearly be staying in school. but if not, i might take the semester off. as much as it sucks, i think it's for the best.
this really fucking blows.

oh yeah, the holidays are coming up. yay.