without the pills...

[we_make_purity]

i'm useless, depressed, tired, and irritated all the time. oops. sorry. my fault. the whole house is vibrating... i think. all i want is one call. she hates me. i hate this. why can't she show that she actually cares about the friendship. you're wondering whether this is my thoughts or yours. you could easily go on without me. go for it. your life would be a lot better.

i guess i had fun at the freak show on friday. i guess also i don't really feel like talking about it.

fuckkkkkkkk. someone tell me i'm not alone, but i know i am. i want to fall in a big hole. that'll stop my tears. oh my fucking god someone shut me up.