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So here I am... How long has it been?? I'm sitting here reading all the things people are saying, and I'm wondering some of the things people wrote are about me, and there's some that I know aren't about me, but I'm wishing they were. 5months, and I will be moving away, and if everything goes as planned, I won't be coming back. And I hate the idea of not knowing whats going to happen... For the past 2 1/2 years I have been in a continual state of being in love.. And not with the same person unfortunately. I would rather say I've been inlove with one person for 2 1/2 years, then I've been in love with 2 people. I have plans with LeRoy, and I couldn't stand it if I got my heart broken again. Once was enough.I don't want to be in a state of confusion. I always know that things are going to be right with him. And I don't have any friends, and I know I hang out with LeRoy all the time, but he's the only person that doesn't confuse me. And most of the time when I was to feel some for of love, the only place I can get it from is his family, and I don't want to lose that.. I've never been treated like a princess or like I matter 24/7. It's a weird feeling to deal with, but I'm not used to it. I guess that makes me the "Second" girlfriend type, right LeRoy? <3 ya