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[we_kill_tragedy]

today at 19 yeaers old,
i have picked out the career i want for the rest of my life.
this seems a bit absurd and rediculous to me.

today at 19 years old,
i picked out the boy that i know i want to marry.
this seems a bit to hopeful to me.

today at 19 years old,
i picked the religion for the rest of my life.
this seems like salvation to me.

today at 19 years old,
i have two jobs and homeowork everyday.
this seems overwhelming to me.

today at 19 years old,
i have the friends i want to keep till i'm 90.
they seem perfect to me.

today at 19 years old...
i am as lost and confused as ever.
it seems like hug-time to me.