smash it up

[we_have_no_name]

had a party over at my house last night for Misty's birthday. it's odd to me that a whole different set of people i know came over, most i havn't seen in months. there's drama flowing through this crowd worse than the crowd i hung out with in highschool. then i remembered why i didn't hang out with them as much. still it was fun. Rachel was out of town last night and i could have used her around. Misty and i talked awhile about how shit's still cool between us despite the fact that she's shawn's ex. we finally 86ed Vikki from our house. she brings too much drama and hate and i don't want/need that and neither does the people she effects. she wasn't invited to the party and she showed up randomly late in the night. Rick talked to her and told her it wasn't a good idea to come back.

Rachel asked me what i want to be doing in 5 years. i told her music but i'm really not sure how that's going to work out. she says that she wants to support me and encourage the things i want to do. it seems like i've wanted to hear that all my life......