Well
I have my internet. I should of had it thursday. But there was something wrong with my line and it finally is now fixed. I dont know if Im happy that Im on the internet again. Its definately caused stupid stuff in my life. Some may know some may not, but I live on my own now. I got my own place. nothing special, but i think living alone will be good for me. Just away from people and my miserable moods can be away from them too. Hopefully I can work out ll I need to and move on to the next step of my life.