Oh my vegetable!
Today, we had Club Moderators' Orientation and I realized just how heavy my load is for the coming year. I think I might as well die. Now. Seriously. I don't know how I'll manage to juggle everything at the same time. During the orientation, there was this part where we were setting the limit to number of members each club should have. Of course everyone wanted the least number of members in their own clubs, so that it would be easier to facilitate. So they all got around 20-30 members and huhuhu, the next thing I knew, nakalagay na 40 members sa club ko. Whyyyyyyy. Tomorrow will be Advisers' Orientation/Workshop. Guess who's ALSO an adviser? Me! And guess who'll be handling 6 sections for sure? Me! And guess who'll be taking up MA in Education every Saturday? Me! (That is, if I passed the exam I took last week which was relatively easy except nanosebleed ako sa math part). Hello po I will die na po.
Hindi obvious but, I am, for the most part, excited about everything. I can't wait to be in front of the students and to talk about Jesus. I can't wait to be all motherly to my advisory class (kakayanin). Kahit pagsuot ng teacher's uniform, excited na ako. Yet, a part of me still doubts myself. Tae, kaya ko ba 'to!!? Ano ba. I just keep thinking, okay, everything happens for a reason. I am where I am now because this is where He thinks I can reach my full potential, where I can be the best. And as Alvin pointed out, I'll be talking about Jesus, my faith, sharing everything I learned from Theo classes, bringing the kids closer to God (ideally) -- there's nothing to be scared of and if anything, I should be beyond excited. And I am. Lagi lang may "but--" tsaka "what if--". I hope to be able to let go of the fear and anxieties. Soon enough, I hope, only two weeks to go before school starts.
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Okay, ang gulo ko. Excited na takot na excited na takot ulit, ay ewan. Ano ba. Good night!
Hindi obvious but, I am, for the most part, excited about everything. I can't wait to be in front of the students and to talk about Jesus. I can't wait to be all motherly to my advisory class (kakayanin). Kahit pagsuot ng teacher's uniform, excited na ako. Yet, a part of me still doubts myself. Tae, kaya ko ba 'to!!? Ano ba. I just keep thinking, okay, everything happens for a reason. I am where I am now because this is where He thinks I can reach my full potential, where I can be the best. And as Alvin pointed out, I'll be talking about Jesus, my faith, sharing everything I learned from Theo classes, bringing the kids closer to God (ideally) -- there's nothing to be scared of and if anything, I should be beyond excited. And I am. Lagi lang may "but--" tsaka "what if--". I hope to be able to let go of the fear and anxieties. Soon enough, I hope, only two weeks to go before school starts.
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Okay, ang gulo ko. Excited na takot na excited na takot ulit, ay ewan. Ano ba. Good night!