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I just had a weird dream about being pregnant. I had given birth but remember nothing of the birthing process. The father was no where to be found. I gave birth to a boy and even was folding clothes that were for him. My whole family was at my house when I got home (babyless). My cousin Christina was pregnant again with number 3. And my brother in law's mother was helping a 3 year old Sean (he's now just 2 months old) dress up like some weird vampire guy for Halloween. No one was with me when I gave birth except I think my brother was outside the door waiting. My mom wasn't there and it was awful. But the delivery seemed easy because when I was at home, I was running around helping people move my things off a U-haul. I asked my mom even if we could go shopping at Kohl's because I didn't have enough clothes for the baby and I wanted to go shopping for them. My sister said "Yes, we're going. As long as we lock up the kids and I can get some corn pops." Which is really weird. I dont' know if this dream is telling me that I'm going to have a son in 3 years or that I'm just really ready to move on and start something new. Hopefully it's the latter because while I want to have children young (around 23) but I don't want to have to move back home because the dad's a dead beat or not around. No one even mentioned me being married or having a man in my life. It's weird. But Sean sure was cute all grown up and so was my red headed little boy!!!!!