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So..I'm in third period with nothing to do. This is my period that I do independent study: Newspaper lol, but no work today..which is good..I'm not complaining. I should be working on my history packet, but I just can't motivate myself..I always have 6th period to try to finish it.
This weekend has been sooo nice. It's been like a vacation. It's been really peacefull and I haven't had to deal with my crazy family..which is awesome..makes me really want to move out on my own RIGHT now. I'm so torn on where I'm going to go to college. I have a few options. I can go away to EKU or Campbellsville (I applied to BSU, but still haven't heard anything back from them) or I can stay home and go to Miami. I thought about going to Miami for a semester, then trying to transfer to Berea..I just have no idea what to do. People are telling me to get out of here while I can. A friend told me that if I stay my chances of getting out of here later are not good. They think I need some changes in my life..it's so scary at times though. I have a job here and that's one of my main things. I'm going to have to have a source of income coming from somewhere. I don't know anything about the location I would be going to..it's just so confusing and I keep saying I have time to decide..but I really don't..I need to start making these decisions now! I have a few friends that are going to Miami..actually two of my friends are going to get a house and be roomates and they asked me if I want to be their roomate too. One of them is going to commute to UC and the other said she is going to Miami. I think maybe that could work out, but I think I will be missing out on the whole dorm and pretty much the whole college experience. I just want everything to work out..I know nothing is perfect..but for the first time I want to be on my own not having to worry about other stuff..I want to be just me taking care of me. ahhh what to do, what to do!?!?!
As most of you have probably heard, Randy Stewart was arrested for sexual battery. Most of you know that his family is pretty close to mine. His mom and my mom are best friends and have been for YEARS and we were all raised together. Randy and my sister were really close friends when they were younger and they use to babysit me. Our families have always been close and this is sooo dissapointing. This just blows my mind...He was married! Granted they are seperated now and have been for a while BUT he has TWO KIDS! Two little boys that are going to face all kinds of challenges now. Say a prayer for them please. Randy's life is going to be hell now, but it's his own fault. He should have known better in more than one way! Since Randy started working at HHS I noticed a change in him..He acted different at school than when I seen him outside of school. I really started getting the gay vibe from him and I even talked to my sister about it..but of course she didn't really listen to me..oh well. I just don't understand what was going through his mind..I mean WHY would you do something like that..the other sad part is on the student..CONSENSUAL MALE student..Randy should not have let it happen EVER, but it's on him now and he's facing the consequences...what he did was wrong on SOOO many levels. That's all I'm going to say about this situation..I just know that the whole family is dissapointed in his careless decision.
Tonight I have a union meeting so I have to meet a lady at work and go to Monroe. Should be interesting...I get paid 30 bucks everytime I go..so I guess I'll go sit through a long, drawn out boring meeting..then go get myself the Saving Jane cd..yepp sounds good to me. I'm off today and tomorrow..but I work 4-8 on Thursday...4 til 12 on Friday and 2 til 10 on freakin Saturday..so there goes my weekend..I guess it's payback for me getting this whole past weekend off. I had to work 4 til 8:30 last night, but I ended up getting to leave like 10 minutes early..but had to wait anyway. I hate when that happens! I'm really going to miss Paxton..he is such a good dog..I liked the rabbit too, but in just four days I got really attached to Pax. It feels good to be trusted. Everything went fine..I didn't kill any animals or burn down the house lol so it's all good. Good times, good times. Paxton is my killer attack dog though. Justin was joking around with me and threw something and Pax sat on me and growled at him lol..GOOOD DOGGGY! :)
Alright, well I should head back over to JDunc's room before she wonders where the heck I went. I just felt like writing so decided to update since I've been slacking a lot lately. I hope everyone had a good weekend!
Billie
This weekend has been sooo nice. It's been like a vacation. It's been really peacefull and I haven't had to deal with my crazy family..which is awesome..makes me really want to move out on my own RIGHT now. I'm so torn on where I'm going to go to college. I have a few options. I can go away to EKU or Campbellsville (I applied to BSU, but still haven't heard anything back from them) or I can stay home and go to Miami. I thought about going to Miami for a semester, then trying to transfer to Berea..I just have no idea what to do. People are telling me to get out of here while I can. A friend told me that if I stay my chances of getting out of here later are not good. They think I need some changes in my life..it's so scary at times though. I have a job here and that's one of my main things. I'm going to have to have a source of income coming from somewhere. I don't know anything about the location I would be going to..it's just so confusing and I keep saying I have time to decide..but I really don't..I need to start making these decisions now! I have a few friends that are going to Miami..actually two of my friends are going to get a house and be roomates and they asked me if I want to be their roomate too. One of them is going to commute to UC and the other said she is going to Miami. I think maybe that could work out, but I think I will be missing out on the whole dorm and pretty much the whole college experience. I just want everything to work out..I know nothing is perfect..but for the first time I want to be on my own not having to worry about other stuff..I want to be just me taking care of me. ahhh what to do, what to do!?!?!
As most of you have probably heard, Randy Stewart was arrested for sexual battery. Most of you know that his family is pretty close to mine. His mom and my mom are best friends and have been for YEARS and we were all raised together. Randy and my sister were really close friends when they were younger and they use to babysit me. Our families have always been close and this is sooo dissapointing. This just blows my mind...He was married! Granted they are seperated now and have been for a while BUT he has TWO KIDS! Two little boys that are going to face all kinds of challenges now. Say a prayer for them please. Randy's life is going to be hell now, but it's his own fault. He should have known better in more than one way! Since Randy started working at HHS I noticed a change in him..He acted different at school than when I seen him outside of school. I really started getting the gay vibe from him and I even talked to my sister about it..but of course she didn't really listen to me..oh well. I just don't understand what was going through his mind..I mean WHY would you do something like that..the other sad part is on the student..CONSENSUAL MALE student..Randy should not have let it happen EVER, but it's on him now and he's facing the consequences...what he did was wrong on SOOO many levels. That's all I'm going to say about this situation..I just know that the whole family is dissapointed in his careless decision.
Tonight I have a union meeting so I have to meet a lady at work and go to Monroe. Should be interesting...I get paid 30 bucks everytime I go..so I guess I'll go sit through a long, drawn out boring meeting..then go get myself the Saving Jane cd..yepp sounds good to me. I'm off today and tomorrow..but I work 4-8 on Thursday...4 til 12 on Friday and 2 til 10 on freakin Saturday..so there goes my weekend..I guess it's payback for me getting this whole past weekend off. I had to work 4 til 8:30 last night, but I ended up getting to leave like 10 minutes early..but had to wait anyway. I hate when that happens! I'm really going to miss Paxton..he is such a good dog..I liked the rabbit too, but in just four days I got really attached to Pax. It feels good to be trusted. Everything went fine..I didn't kill any animals or burn down the house lol so it's all good. Good times, good times. Paxton is my killer attack dog though. Justin was joking around with me and threw something and Pax sat on me and growled at him lol..GOOOD DOGGGY! :)
Alright, well I should head back over to JDunc's room before she wonders where the heck I went. I just felt like writing so decided to update since I've been slacking a lot lately. I hope everyone had a good weekend!
Billie