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Today has gone by sooo slow. This morning I woke up really early so I could rally someone to take me to school. The winner was my grouchy sister..bah lol..I'd rather ride with the grinch than her before 10 in the morning. So, she drove me to the bus stop down by our old house because she didn't want to take me all the way to school.
I got there pretty early..about a half hour..so I went to my first class and got some help with the Algebra homework..that was cool..I'm finally starting to understand the jumbles of numbers on my paper.
I have a lot to think about this week. I might be moving again..if I did it would help me get to school on time and she would definately be able to help me with my homework. It would be a safe place and I would be able to focus on school so much more. It's a decision that I'll have to make after much debate..until then Justin is going to pick me up for school..we're going to be balls of sunshine at the butt crack of dawn lol
Okay, tonight this boy that I use to talk to started talking to me again and said that I just left him hanging and never talked to him after we hung out..bullcrap! All the signs were there that we needed to date, but he would flirt, then back off. He's a junior sooo he said me being older intimidated him..another bs line..lol..then this boy decided to date one of my best friend's sister and this girl is like a sister to me..and even though him and I had something going on before they did, I still don't think I could ever see him like that..it would be to weird and a friendship is always the right choice in a situation like this..and I'm not willing to risk that friendship with her.
BAH! The first time a boy shows interest in a while, and it has to be a situation like this..why can't a normal boy come along..one that hasn't dated my friends..or cheated on me..someone who actual cares about me..I think I'm just desperate for a guy right now..that's sad, but I miss cuddling :(
Speakin of, he's coming back home on December 22nd...probably will turn things back upside down again..boo for ex boyfriends..but they are in the past for a reason.
Well, I'm off to bed..catch ya later
Billie
I got there pretty early..about a half hour..so I went to my first class and got some help with the Algebra homework..that was cool..I'm finally starting to understand the jumbles of numbers on my paper.
I have a lot to think about this week. I might be moving again..if I did it would help me get to school on time and she would definately be able to help me with my homework. It would be a safe place and I would be able to focus on school so much more. It's a decision that I'll have to make after much debate..until then Justin is going to pick me up for school..we're going to be balls of sunshine at the butt crack of dawn lol
Okay, tonight this boy that I use to talk to started talking to me again and said that I just left him hanging and never talked to him after we hung out..bullcrap! All the signs were there that we needed to date, but he would flirt, then back off. He's a junior sooo he said me being older intimidated him..another bs line..lol..then this boy decided to date one of my best friend's sister and this girl is like a sister to me..and even though him and I had something going on before they did, I still don't think I could ever see him like that..it would be to weird and a friendship is always the right choice in a situation like this..and I'm not willing to risk that friendship with her.
BAH! The first time a boy shows interest in a while, and it has to be a situation like this..why can't a normal boy come along..one that hasn't dated my friends..or cheated on me..someone who actual cares about me..I think I'm just desperate for a guy right now..that's sad, but I miss cuddling :(
Speakin of, he's coming back home on December 22nd...probably will turn things back upside down again..boo for ex boyfriends..but they are in the past for a reason.
Well, I'm off to bed..catch ya later
Billie