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When he leaves, nothing will be the same. I'm going to miss him so much. Lonely; lonely; lonely. Sanity? I have a bad feeling about this one, no, not a good feeling. I'll miss you and I love you, I wish you knew that. I will be alone. 10pm, goodbye. [edit: 10:13pm&crying. I miss you already.]
Nothing is the same anymore and everyone's so strange lately and nothing feels normal. Niche, where are you? You don't understand. I say I'm okay with it, but I'm not okay with it. My high is down to a lowlowlow. I hate regularity but I also lovelovelove it; and I miss everything yet regret it ever happened. What to do with my time; what to do with it, I wonder. "How's your week going, weird, huh?" "I miss it."
Not good enough. Not good enough. Never am I good enough. You think I'm moody?! I think you're ugly and large. Failuuuure, dogg. No brain, lost brain, no brain. Fucking idiot. I wish I was special to me and to you. I wish I did something special. No, that would be too unexpected. You make me so giddy. A-L-O-N-E. You make me feel lost, in a good way. Actually it's bad, nevermind, dogg. Pain, prick; prick; prick. What's that? It's nothing, I'm okay. "You have something special, you two". PSSHHH, yeah right. Fuck you. FUCK YOU. I love you, angel.
//End obscurity.
Nothing is the same anymore and everyone's so strange lately and nothing feels normal. Niche, where are you? You don't understand. I say I'm okay with it, but I'm not okay with it. My high is down to a lowlowlow. I hate regularity but I also lovelovelove it; and I miss everything yet regret it ever happened. What to do with my time; what to do with it, I wonder. "How's your week going, weird, huh?" "I miss it."
Not good enough. Not good enough. Never am I good enough. You think I'm moody?! I think you're ugly and large. Failuuuure, dogg. No brain, lost brain, no brain. Fucking idiot. I wish I was special to me and to you. I wish I did something special. No, that would be too unexpected. You make me so giddy. A-L-O-N-E. You make me feel lost, in a good way. Actually it's bad, nevermind, dogg. Pain, prick; prick; prick. What's that? It's nothing, I'm okay. "You have something special, you two". PSSHHH, yeah right. Fuck you. FUCK YOU. I love you, angel.
//End obscurity.