Jan 21, 2003 09:40
if silence is golden, then i've got a midas touch, because i said things were fine, when i wanted to say so much more. i want to tell you it'll be alright, i want to say i still think of you before i sleep at night. i want to say i want you back, and trying to hide this is like trying to rest with a broken back. everything i write is in you and me, but i'm writing myself out of the end of this story. this is the last song i write in this fucking town.
::last night i went to the sugar shack to watch the musical stylings of the young idea, now denial, the cassettes, homage to catalonia and the burning paris. i went with aaron and the boys from now denial. all the bands did really well, but there's other reasons for me saying this:
last night when i was with all these kids, i was feeling kind of shitty and sad and this whole week has been tearing me apart, mike from the young idea knew about this whole ordeal and as soon as he saw me, tried to make me feel better. aaron was there for me all day, just being the good friend he always is. and as for john, adam, joe jared and jarrod...well, they can make anybody feel a little better. risa sat and talked with me before the show started and gave me a chance to get everything off my chest for the millionth time. and each and every one of them are great people.
i thank all of them.
i also met, catie z.//beth//erin//gerri (well, i didn't really meet him, so much as hang out with him more this time.) and they were all rad people as well.
take care everyone.
xo//edwinjames.