Jun 25, 2005 00:54
hmm u kno what sucks? i could swear on anything that i'd moved on.. i mean i AM happy when i can be and everything.. but the fact is, i can't sleep at night and when i try to i always end up thinking.. and i come up w/ a million diff things that went wrong and i imagine what the future looks like but it just sucks.. and i kno things will never be the same ever ever again and i just brood about it.. and then last night i was TRYING to read my pirate book, but every 5 mins i'd start daydreaming so i only read like 5 pgs in the whole 2 hrs i was there! thats why i took a break from writing too, cuz im sick of sitting there trying to write, and instead only daydreaming.. i swear moving on is the most impossible thing ive ever tried to do.. i do a lot of things to take everything off my mind but i just end up distracted.. i dno what to do =/
"she wants to go home, but nobody's home.."