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mm okay before u read this, look at the entry under it i ges..
anyway, i'm bored so i will tell u random things about my life. i think a lot now about jackie. yes, jackie. it was kinda random but i was remembering all the good times.. which i'd buried under all the bad times.. way under.. i was so surprised, it felt like i was being told a story from another person's life. but now that i remember some, i've been remembering the rest.. lol kinda like a scavenger hunt for my own past i spose.. my night is really blurry right now so i dont remember if that was before or after the candles lol.. but yea, i burned some candles and tried the whole being peaceful thing. it works like a charm man. i think i had an epiphany lmao. i think i should do drugs man. that'd be sweet. nah jk hehe. but anyway, the way i live life is so freakin stressful.. and this is coming from a person who one year ago had NO stress. (altho on 2nd thought, i never felt stressed before bcuz i was one humble freak back then.. but i spose once ur used to the good life, being stripped of it sucks). nonetheless, disappointing. so i let go of a lot of things. there's just no point fretting over things that aren't up to u anyway. and i also felt really artistic, and i decided to draw my hand. in the words of an awesome man: it is DOPE! and then for no particular reason i started writing song quotes around it.. only a few tho. lol i've been doing a lot of random stuff lately, i think. i also wrote some poetry. and now i've been researching hippies, pirates, and satan. lol don't ask. mmkz so i slept from like 7 am - 11 am and that makes me super tired.. maybe a power nap'll take care of that? i'm the queen of the power nap :D
anyway, i'm bored so i will tell u random things about my life. i think a lot now about jackie. yes, jackie. it was kinda random but i was remembering all the good times.. which i'd buried under all the bad times.. way under.. i was so surprised, it felt like i was being told a story from another person's life. but now that i remember some, i've been remembering the rest.. lol kinda like a scavenger hunt for my own past i spose.. my night is really blurry right now so i dont remember if that was before or after the candles lol.. but yea, i burned some candles and tried the whole being peaceful thing. it works like a charm man. i think i had an epiphany lmao. i think i should do drugs man. that'd be sweet. nah jk hehe. but anyway, the way i live life is so freakin stressful.. and this is coming from a person who one year ago had NO stress. (altho on 2nd thought, i never felt stressed before bcuz i was one humble freak back then.. but i spose once ur used to the good life, being stripped of it sucks). nonetheless, disappointing. so i let go of a lot of things. there's just no point fretting over things that aren't up to u anyway. and i also felt really artistic, and i decided to draw my hand. in the words of an awesome man: it is DOPE! and then for no particular reason i started writing song quotes around it.. only a few tho. lol i've been doing a lot of random stuff lately, i think. i also wrote some poetry. and now i've been researching hippies, pirates, and satan. lol don't ask. mmkz so i slept from like 7 am - 11 am and that makes me super tired.. maybe a power nap'll take care of that? i'm the queen of the power nap :D