Hey guys
hey. whats up. sorry I haven't written ina long time. So much shit has gone down that I don't even want to talk about because it hurts inside, no not just about me and sara breaking up. I have some family issues right now that I am trying to deal with but its so hard.I know I probably lost a lot of friends for what I did in the past but I just need some support right now. Please for a friends sake. you can comment on this or you can call me. whatever you want to do to help me out. I would really appreciate it. So I am sorry once again sara for breaking up with you. i had to do it. i didn't want to hurt you more than you hurt me. you probably think this is bullshit which i can understand because i am a fucked up kid right. you were right when you said to me "i hope you get hurt like your other girlfriends did to you." I deserve that punishment. i deserve all of it because i am an ass hole in your mind and probably everyone elses mind as well. i am a nothing. i don't mind if you hate me for what i did. all i am asking, from you and all of my other friends, please help me out. I need all the support i can get right now. oh yah, and by the way sara, when you also said, "i hope the battle of the bands goes well. Not for your sake but for Chris." That saying came true. I fucked up once again. He was the best and i sucked. i hope you are happy. its so ironic how you say something and it actually comes true. i suck at drumming. i have doubts as well as my other band as well. if i suckat playing, i must suck at writing as well. maybe everybody was right about me. i am not going to be successful. so i hope you and tyma have a good relationship. you guys really deserve each other. i deserve a cheater because i am one in your mind right. if any of my other friends are reading this as well, i miss you guys so much. keep in touch.
-Kenny
-Kenny