May 22, 2005 10:08
I've been having these weird dreams lately about my ex-boyfriends and I'm not really sure what it's supposed to mean. Each night is a different one. They're not sexual or even relationship oriented. It's not dreams about my past with them. It's almost as if I am running into them in the future. I am seeing how their appearance and personalities of changed and how, to an extent, I miss the people they were when I was with them. When I wake up to my alarm in the morning I feel a sense of longing and like it's unfinished. I wake up to the person next to me, Chris, and feel as though he is a stranger. After a few minutes I am back to myself, but I can't help wondering why I am having such strange dreams. What is the meaning behind all of this?