Procrastination is my new major!
today was not so good. i'm not entirely sure why. i guess just everything seemed depressing. i guess coming from me that's nothing new for all of you...i do try to be happy, it just doesn't always work out too well for me. Got 2 tests back, they were "average" grades...but I don't want "average" grades, i know i'm capable of so much more, i'm just being lazy...and I need to get over that. I'm just really tired though, band might be making me tired, but I like it. I have another test tomorrow...must...study...now... but i'm procrastinating, again...why? i just have other things on my mind, and i can't stop thinking about those things and i can't focus on what i need to focus on...this is not good.