What is passion?
I was watching The Bedford Diaries tonight and they were talking about passion. It really got me thinking. What is passion? Can you have passion for an object? A person? A hobby? Can passion apply to everything in your life? And if it does; what am I passionate about? I have no idea. I can't help but feel thats a bad thing. I have to be passionate about something or someone. Everyone has passion. They just have to find it. I hope I figure mine out soon.
One thing I have noticed about myself is the older I get, the higher and thicker my wall gets. Here lately, I just don't want to talk to anyone about what bothers me. I find it getting harder and harder. I didn't use to be like that. I use to tell people when I was bothered by something. Especially my mom. But its getting harder to talk to her too. And its not her or anyone that is doing anything to make me not want to talk about whats going on with me. It's just me. It's like I don't want to bother anyone with my problems. Or maybe I am growing up and trying to be more mature and independent. I have always depended on other people and I don't want to do that anymore. People let you down, but they are not always going to be there. One day, we all have to stand alone. Might as well start now.
One thing I have noticed about myself is the older I get, the higher and thicker my wall gets. Here lately, I just don't want to talk to anyone about what bothers me. I find it getting harder and harder. I didn't use to be like that. I use to tell people when I was bothered by something. Especially my mom. But its getting harder to talk to her too. And its not her or anyone that is doing anything to make me not want to talk about whats going on with me. It's just me. It's like I don't want to bother anyone with my problems. Or maybe I am growing up and trying to be more mature and independent. I have always depended on other people and I don't want to do that anymore. People let you down, but they are not always going to be there. One day, we all have to stand alone. Might as well start now.