my first journal
well i havnt really ever done this before but my friend said it was fun so im going to try it out. im guessing im supposed to write about recent events in my life but i think i should start off with background info first. im a vergo and so im a hopless romantic but ive suferd a few chinks in the armor over the last couple of years and developed a sort of protective shell so i tend to come off as an asshole and a dick but if you get to know me well enough you realize i like to have fun and am generally a nice guy. becouse of this i have had a reputetion of being a womanizer and such but most of it is bull. ive only ever had four reall girlfriends in my life and i dont belive ive never been in love. there are only two girls ive ever really truly cared about and both of them have boyfriends and i dont like messing with ppls relationships. and so ive been running around for the last year trying to find a girl i could talk to but i always seem to choose the wrong ones. other then that im fine and im only bringing it up cuz for the last two weeks all i could think of was the first girl ive ever really liked, and how much i want to be with her. and how much i want to find somthing to replace her..... so i went surfing!