your fucking update
Hrm.. I'm really getting bad with the whole no update thing...Oh well.. It's none of you fuckers business what's going on in my life anyway...
But yet here I am spilling everything that's been going on in the past few days...
Well then, last time I wrote it was the first day I started my diet...Yea.. Well I'm restarting it Monday..Been so busy with first week of classes I haven't stuck to it.. But now that everything is under control I'm gonna start it this Monday again..
Hrm.. What else... Nothing really.. Been extremely fucking bored.. And not to mention extremely fucking cold.. Not only has it been snowing for the past.. Well....Since Monday..It's fucking 20 below.. Lovely right. Oh fucking well... Nothing I can do..
I'm actually kind of in a bad mood...Noone fucking talks to me anymore.. It seems like people pull disappearing acts outta nowhere...Plus people who you always talk to are all of a sudden found not wanting to talk to you as much.. Why? Because they found someone else... Well that's fine.. I don't care...Whatever makes you happy.. I hate him though.. I really do...He's bad fucking news...
Let's see what else...I've lost old friends.. But you know what I don't care...Fuck you.. I don't wanna be friends with you anyway...Only coming to me when you have a fucking problem.. Only coming to me when something goes wrong.. Well you know what I ain't your fucking security blanket no more honey.. You got a new one, you don't need me and I don't need you...Don't talk to me, don't make up excuses not to talk to me.. We all know you're little so and so doesn't like me and that's influencing it majorly...But you know what FUCK IT I DON'T CARE...I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOUR STUPID LIFE....
Lets see what else...Haven't talken to Crystal much..She's been busy with her classes...Derek just messaged me the other night.. *shrugs* Whatever...Haven't talken to Jamie much lately...Haven't talked to Nessa much lately.. Hardly ever talk to Katie anymore.. Actually she doesn't call me at all when I'm here at school, and she's never online so hey there's another one to add to the list...
My fucking Sites I read list is fucked up..It's supposed to be in alphabetical order but the fucker isn't fucking working..It's driving me absolutely fucking bonkers...
Last night I didn't go out because I didn't like the house where the party was.. Good thing I didn't go out anyway, I winded up puking all night and didn't go to bed till.. probably 3 and then woke up at 4pm.. Yea I know lazy me.. Boo fucking who...Was supposed to go out tonight with Ashley.. Yea fucking puking.. Mmm.. how fucking fun... pisses me the fuck off.. I need alcohol.. I need to fucking drink.. People wonder why I drink.. It's all because of the fucking stress... IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF THE STRESS...IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU FUCKING COCK BLOCKS.....
Somehow I have my period and I'm not quite sure.. I'm not supposed to.. Not according to my pills...Fucking body is so stupid...
Okay I should go... I'm in a bad bitchy mood.. I blame the hormones flowing through my body.. I'm gonna go before I say anything else I might regret later on...Goodbye you fucks
But yet here I am spilling everything that's been going on in the past few days...
Well then, last time I wrote it was the first day I started my diet...Yea.. Well I'm restarting it Monday..Been so busy with first week of classes I haven't stuck to it.. But now that everything is under control I'm gonna start it this Monday again..
Hrm.. What else... Nothing really.. Been extremely fucking bored.. And not to mention extremely fucking cold.. Not only has it been snowing for the past.. Well....Since Monday..It's fucking 20 below.. Lovely right. Oh fucking well... Nothing I can do..
I'm actually kind of in a bad mood...Noone fucking talks to me anymore.. It seems like people pull disappearing acts outta nowhere...Plus people who you always talk to are all of a sudden found not wanting to talk to you as much.. Why? Because they found someone else... Well that's fine.. I don't care...Whatever makes you happy.. I hate him though.. I really do...He's bad fucking news...
Let's see what else...I've lost old friends.. But you know what I don't care...Fuck you.. I don't wanna be friends with you anyway...Only coming to me when you have a fucking problem.. Only coming to me when something goes wrong.. Well you know what I ain't your fucking security blanket no more honey.. You got a new one, you don't need me and I don't need you...Don't talk to me, don't make up excuses not to talk to me.. We all know you're little so and so doesn't like me and that's influencing it majorly...But you know what FUCK IT I DON'T CARE...I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOUR STUPID LIFE....
Lets see what else...Haven't talken to Crystal much..She's been busy with her classes...Derek just messaged me the other night.. *shrugs* Whatever...Haven't talken to Jamie much lately...Haven't talked to Nessa much lately.. Hardly ever talk to Katie anymore.. Actually she doesn't call me at all when I'm here at school, and she's never online so hey there's another one to add to the list...
My fucking Sites I read list is fucked up..It's supposed to be in alphabetical order but the fucker isn't fucking working..It's driving me absolutely fucking bonkers...
Last night I didn't go out because I didn't like the house where the party was.. Good thing I didn't go out anyway, I winded up puking all night and didn't go to bed till.. probably 3 and then woke up at 4pm.. Yea I know lazy me.. Boo fucking who...Was supposed to go out tonight with Ashley.. Yea fucking puking.. Mmm.. how fucking fun... pisses me the fuck off.. I need alcohol.. I need to fucking drink.. People wonder why I drink.. It's all because of the fucking stress... IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF THE STRESS...IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU FUCKING COCK BLOCKS.....
Somehow I have my period and I'm not quite sure.. I'm not supposed to.. Not according to my pills...Fucking body is so stupid...
Okay I should go... I'm in a bad bitchy mood.. I blame the hormones flowing through my body.. I'm gonna go before I say anything else I might regret later on...Goodbye you fucks