Jul 17, 2008 21:48
There just comes a time and point in your life where you realize what is common just may not work for you. School, not my thing. Normal, functioning relationships, dont work for me. Ive come to realize that Im going to end up like some in Hollywood, together with someone for the rest of your life, but never married. Ive got a great guy, we spend all our time together going out and doing whatever, but for some reason, neither of us wants to be labeled as boyfriend and girlfriend. Now, its not so we can go out with other people, because we dont. We are very faithful to each other and respect each other way to much to let anyone else get inbetween us. But I find myself wondering, if we're never going to call each other "boyfriend and girlfriend," then there really cant be much left in the future for us. But then the reason for the lack of labels is the fact that neither of us want to feel responsible for the other one when we have enough of our own personal issues. Although, he was going to pay for my bond when I was arrested. And that was $500. After we had only been "together" for 2 months. Now what exactly am I suppose to think about that?
Maybe eventually we'll get our shit together, but this has really taught me the meaning of being patient and waiting for the things you really want. Somethings are worth waiting for... have you found yours?