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So Im still hurting, still wondering why, but still able to move on. It hurts, knowing that the one you really truely trusted can turn so easily and lie right to your face. It hurts being told that youve found your everything and the everything turns out to be nothing of what you wanted. I really found the meaning of love, and for some reason, cant get him out of my head. I want to hate him, want to say mean things about him, but I cant. I cant because I love(d?) him so much. I still wish the best for him, still firmly stand by the fact that he is so much better then what he did. Dane, you absolutely changed my life for the better, something I can never repay you for. I know our time together wasnt a waste, it at one point meant something to you too. I just hope that some day we can be friends again. That we can share each others happy and special moments with each other. I want to be able to wave by to you when I leave and go back to Tallahassee.