um..........
i need to stop doing this to myself. it is so early and i went to bed so late. The weird part is is I feel fine , so i guess that mean that im either still asleep and dreaming this horrible work scenerio or I am still drunk which could be entirely possible. I can confidently say that if i give it another two hours I will most definitly feel like shit. I am supposed to go to the emerald lounge this evening with larah but i dont know if i will make it, and really i have no money so there wont be many drinks to be had. is 8:30am and i have just eaten an entire bag of popcorn... vomit. I have been staring at this entry for the past ten muinutes, totally in another world. my mind just keeps repeating the same thought, its not a negetive thought, just a confusing one. I really hate that like when you are thinking of somthing and some how you think if you keep repeating the question to yourself an answer will like fall out of the sky. It never works and it causes ulcers. my brain is flat lining.