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I have this weird thing where I dread doing cetain things until I actually have to do them, but then when I'm doing them I remember that I actually do enjoy them. Like dance rehearsals... which I never look forward to but always enjoy- or working in the shop. So then while I'm dancing or using power tools I remind myself that I actually enjoy doing it so that the next time I have a rehearsal/hours due that I will be excited about it. But it never works.