Dec 14, 2005 18:56
As you may have guessed from the title, my life is chock full o' craziness right now. I just finished reading my first ever bad review, and strangely enough, it finally makes me feel like I'm getting somewhere as an actor. (The reviewer hated the whole show, not just me, and I sadly agree with what she said about a lot of it.) So that's kinda heartbreaking and fun at the same time.
More importantly, I've decided I'm going to put myself through what I'm calling "emotional detox" to get rid of the past month of negativity. I'm not going to go into it in detail, but I'm really trying to eliminate the negative focuses (foci?) of my life and get back to the beauty and the love that I used to feel almost constantly. It's not easy, especially with all the hurt, both intentional and un-, that has happened lately. But life, of all things, goes on, and there are so many fantastic things that happen and can happen, and so many people who, each is his/her own way, can get me past this, that I know I'll make it through.