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summer summer summer..... so much has changed. so many people have changed. i just wonder whats it going to be like when school starts. i will probably be balled up in a corner all by myself with no friends. anywho i am really starting to miss the old things in life. like how me and halei couldnt get enough of each other but now i feel like i dont know crap about her. and i miss kelli o so much but we hardly even talk on the phone i dont think i have seen her in over a month i use to not be able to get away form her more than a day. what has happen to all of my friends? well i do have a new best friend now and she doesnt really smell that bad all of the time unless she is drunk which she is most of the time...j/k.... but i do love her and she does love someone that talks like a retard but hey its ok people with speech impediments need some lovein from melody too....anyway i love you melody and i am not going to ditch you once we get back to school either.. and i love you adrienne and you know what i even love you SEAN sometimes.........anyways if any one ever sees me on the street and sees the big sign on me some where that says if you are older than 20 please hit on me or the sign that says like me but dont let me tell anyone you like me, please let me know so i can take it down... so lately i have had a 28,23,22, and 24 year old all hit on me it was freakin great...j/k and i have had 3 guys say that they like me but i cant tell anyone yet. i mean what kinda crap is that. well i understand about 2 of then because one of them is 24 and its kinda weird that he likes so i understand why he doesnt want me to tell anyone but he is getting better at it he has told a couple of people. the other guy that likes me cant tell anyone because i use to date his best friend for a long time and the bestfriends still says that he loves me but we all know that he doesnt so yea thats why he cant tell anyone yet and plus he is still trying to guess if it is all right for him to like me or not. but the 3 guy just doesnt want me to tell anyone cause he really doesnt like me he just told me that so i would make out with him at a party but yea thats it i guess.... well i am tired of typing and you are sick of reading i am sure of this..so goodbye