BLAH
So, i've just been so upset lately and i just don't know what to do about it. I guess i've just given everything the wrong approach. I feel like my life has just sucked so bad lately, especially with all of my friends. I just CAN'T DO THIS!!.... ahh, so i think my new motto should definatly be Don't worry about it, cuz that's definatly what i need to do. I guess for me, i just don't like being left out, course i don't really think anyone does. i guess i kind of hide behind my humor or i just get mean. I really want to change who i am but..HOW THE HELL DO YOU DO THAT?... I Just hate highschool i feel like i'm getting so lost. Not everything will happen as you expect it to, i guess we shouldn't expect anything. In highschool i know it's hard to stick to your morals; that is if you have any at all. It just seems that people can get swindled to do things and can change their mind in an instant. I really don't understand anything that is going on with my life; i don't expect it to "go back" to when everything was ok. Because honestly that would never happen. I don't know what's going to happen to me, but i guess life is all about the experience. I know at times that i can be a bitch, or a snobbish attitude, but that's only because i'm just a little upset; or i'm probably jealous? i don't know. I really just want to be myself, but then again I'm not sure who that really is. The thing that i do know is that i don't want it to slip away, like i know it has for someone else. I guess i'll just have to hang out with new ppl cuz i know that i'm not wanted with my group of friends......RIGHT SHEA?!? haha 45ERS!! ;)
I have no idea if all that even made sense! lol it's just a bunch of my thoughts but together haha
anyways...Peace out!! and remember...Wai IS gHetTo!! haha shea!
love ya!! WAILEEN