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Okay, well that officially sucked.
Not only did i spend my ENTIRE day yesterday studying, I was up until 4am this morning looking over all my bio stuff. Then I woke up at 7 to study for my chem quiz at 10.00. I CANT HANDLE IT. I was sooo stressed out after taking the chemistry that i couldnt help but just start crying. My teacher saw my tho and offered to help--So Im going to meet with him wednesday for some extra help before the EXAM mext friday.
Then I was late to my bio EXAM because I was finishing the chemistry. She was nice about it tho and gave me extra time after class to finish. But I felt so rushed that I blew through the test not really thinking to my best potential. Its not fair. I hate tests. I should have studied more. I feel like I could have done so much better than I did, but theres no way of changing that now. THIS BLOWSS. I need a good grade in that class--otherwise I might lose my scholarship...:(.
I never realized how much work college really is. Its hard to manage time. I feel like there is no such thing anymore. UGH. All i want to do is cuddle in my bed, but I cant bc i have a stupid religion class at 1 that I already skipped once this week. FUCK THIS. Everyone is going home this weekend too--but Im not. I decided I wanted to stay here, but there isnt going to be a lot of people here on campus. Ah well, its better than being in my house.
I feel nasty. I think im going to go to the gym today for a good 3 hours after I take a nice long nap. I cant fucking wait. Then perhaps I will get reallly shitfaced. Hah, thats a lie. Note to self: Drinking is bad Kati--it wont make you feel better.
Ah yes, we shall see.
Not only did i spend my ENTIRE day yesterday studying, I was up until 4am this morning looking over all my bio stuff. Then I woke up at 7 to study for my chem quiz at 10.00. I CANT HANDLE IT. I was sooo stressed out after taking the chemistry that i couldnt help but just start crying. My teacher saw my tho and offered to help--So Im going to meet with him wednesday for some extra help before the EXAM mext friday.
Then I was late to my bio EXAM because I was finishing the chemistry. She was nice about it tho and gave me extra time after class to finish. But I felt so rushed that I blew through the test not really thinking to my best potential. Its not fair. I hate tests. I should have studied more. I feel like I could have done so much better than I did, but theres no way of changing that now. THIS BLOWSS. I need a good grade in that class--otherwise I might lose my scholarship...:(.
I never realized how much work college really is. Its hard to manage time. I feel like there is no such thing anymore. UGH. All i want to do is cuddle in my bed, but I cant bc i have a stupid religion class at 1 that I already skipped once this week. FUCK THIS. Everyone is going home this weekend too--but Im not. I decided I wanted to stay here, but there isnt going to be a lot of people here on campus. Ah well, its better than being in my house.
I feel nasty. I think im going to go to the gym today for a good 3 hours after I take a nice long nap. I cant fucking wait. Then perhaps I will get reallly shitfaced. Hah, thats a lie. Note to self: Drinking is bad Kati--it wont make you feel better.
Ah yes, we shall see.