Oct 01, 2005 18:09
So Im home, and I feel like shit. Thats not the reason I came home tho. I came home because I had to babysit last night for Ted (the guy who owns Golds gym in Nashua). Ive babysat there before, and usually its fine. His son is 9 and is very chill. So theres not much I really need to do. Last night I actually sat there and did a bunch of hw after Jarred want to bed. Anyways, I was there at 7.30 and I stayed til about 12......and only made $35. I was like...are you serious? Usually they pay me more, so I dont know what that was about. But next time, I dont know if I will end up babysitting there. I gave up a good night at school when I wanted to say but nope. :(
And today I woke up with the intention of sleeping in, going tanning, going to the gym, going to the mall to retrun something, and then driving back to school all by 3ish. Did that happen? NO. Instead I woke up, felt like shit bc I didnt sleep well at ALL last night. AND I think Im sick. Well you know what? FUCK BEING SICK. AHHHH. I didnt end up doing shit today. AND on top of it all....I look like I have chicken pox bc of the enormous volcanic UNWANTED pimples all over my face. Oh, they would have been fine if I didnt start PICKING at them. AHhhh Im a fuck up. Oh well. It happens. Im over it---well, not yet, but I will be once it heals.
On the brighter side, its probabaly a good thing I didnt go to UMASS this weekend (even tho I wanted to see everyone again) bc if I feel like shit now I would have felt totally worse down there. :(. Its the kind of sick where you cant tell if its bc of allergies or not. Ive got the phlegm draining down into my lungs and the hot itchy dry throat going on--not to mention SNIFFLES. :( And i have no appetite bc of it. All ive had today has been soup....and Im kinda mad about that bc considering Im not at school and around the school food--I so could be having a good home cooked meal. But NO. I suppose I should just finish all my homework that way I can just do what I want tomorrow night and not worry about it. Hmm...good plan Kati. Way to be responsible.
I hope everyone has fun tonight. (I miss you!)
Much love,
--Sniffles