So cut my wrists and black my eyes
Let's see. Monday was somewhat stressful. Math was math. In spanish, like I siad, we didn't film on Sunday so we had to do it 2nd period, right before it was due. I'd have to say it was about 2 minutes long and we filmed it in about 10 minutes, messing up like 5 times. After all of that it wouldn't play on the TV so he just looked from the camera and said good job. I'm happy he did, but I'm pretty sure he didn't understand anything, saw somethign infront of him, and winged it because that was definitly not a good job lol...But I'm not complaining. The rest of school was okay, I don't really member alot. Tuesday was the same. I just remember english because it pissed me off once again. She assigned another book. She says, "oh good news, I didn't think I'd be able to fit the book in before school was over, but I found a way, and you'll be reading every night. I want you to go through and underline, circle, and highlight these copies until you get your books. When you get your books I want to see them filled with post it notes on every page. I want chapters 1, 2, and 3 done for tomorrow and all questions answered. Some people say Charles Dickens writing is harder to understand than Shakesphere and it's a historical novel. It's a great book." Which obviously means, IT SUCKS. I'm so frustrated. Here I am, trying to bring all my grades up, and there she is, making it even harder. I'm so sick of this. I've lost count of how many books she's made us read. I know it's around the 9th or 10th one. Blahhh. On a good note, my history grade is one point from a B and my science grade is a B+ again. I also fixed my team rec grade when I told him I wasn't skipping his classes, I was on vacation and at competition. So now that should be fine. So now all I need to do is make sure I keep them up and actually study for the finals... Besides school, and the fact that I lost the one of two out of 6 aunts I was close with, thing's have been going well. My mom and I are fighting less, and Doug's being amazing like always. Thing's are starting to be okay again. My dad's leaving for my aunts funural on Thursday. We can't go, which upsets me alot.. On Saturday I have a cheerleading thing I'm helping out with and then I'm leaving until Sunday sometime :) Today was okay. Except, as you all probably know by now, english. I can honestly say I hate her. Anyways. Linds has been driving me home everyday and that's where I just came from. We had an early release and now I'm going to pass out for a while.
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: Ashton
- Birthplace: Tampa Florida
- B-day Month: March
- Current Location: LAconia
- Eye color: Greenish hazel
- Hair color: Light brown
- Height: 5'6''ishh
- Righty or Lefty: Righty
- Zodiac sign: Pieces
- Shoes you wore today: Flip flops, converses in gym
- Your weakness: Caring way too much. Worrying. Stressing myself out.
- Your strengths: Being strong. Never giving up. Working hard
- Your fears: Dying a harsh way, being alone, losing people I love and care about, having no one, being unhappy
- Your perfect pizza: Peperonie
- Your thoughts first waking up: Please no
- Your bedtime: Anywhere from 11-12
- Your most missed memory: Never having to really worry about something
- Pepsi or coke: DIET pepsi
- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
- Single or Group dates: Single
- Best friends: Doug, Mere, Chels, Rianna, Jeannine, Maeg, Linds and Tiffy
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Doug
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: I honestly couldn't tell you a difference
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
- Cappuccino or Coffee: ICE coffee
- Smoke: Nope
- Cuss: Sometimes
- Sing: Only when there's no one around to hear me suck
- Take a shower everyday: Yes
- Have a crush: Mhm
- Do you think you've been in love: Def.♥
- Want to go to college: Yes
- Where: UNH, FSU, or one in Boston or NY
- Like(d) high school: Yes, besides the stress
- Want to get married: Of course
- Believe in yourself: For once, yes
- Get motion sickness: No
- Think you're attractive: Ehh I think I have okay days and bad ones like everyone else
- Think you're a health freak: No way
- Get along with your parent(s): For the most part
- Like thunderstorms: Yes, I grew up with them
- Play an instrument: Nope
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: England..or MEXICO with Mere and Chels!
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: Yes
- Smoked: No way
- Done a drug: Nope
- Made out: Yes
- Gone to the mall: Not really
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
- Eaten sushi: Gross
- Been on stage: Unfortunately...Eff Mrs Borddg;mdg
- Been dumped: Nope
- Gone skating: No
- Made homemade cookies: No, I was going to at Doug's though :(
- Gone skinnydipping: Nope
- Dyed your hair: Naw
- Stolen anything: I'm too nice to do that
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
- Been called a tease: Haha yes
- Gotten beaten up: No
- Age you hope to be married: 26ish
- Described your dream wedding: Traditional ...big, white, perfect
- Thought about how you want to die: Yes, in my sleep, happy
G u y | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: Blue<3
- Best hair colour: Light brown
- Short or long hair: Doesn't really matter as long as it looks good
- Height: Taller than me or the same
- Best weight: Healthy/fit
- Best articles of clothing: Does it matter?
- Best first date location: Anywhere
- Best first kiss location: Anywhere
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: 00000
# of people I could trust with my life: Like 3
# of CDs that i own: Over 100
# of piercings: 2, gonna be 4
# of tattoos: None
# of scars on my body: 3 kinda big ones. More little ones from when I was little
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbal Essences
- What are you most scared of? I andwered this alreadyyy. But I forgot any types of bugs, especially spiders, and SNAKES, and clowns
- What are you listening to right now? On my own
- Who is the last person that called you? Mere
- How many buddies are online right now? 89
- How many are away: 52
- What would you change about yourself? My constant fears of what other people think
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: Purple, pink
- Food: Chicken fingers
- Boy's name(s): Zachary Taylor, Matthew
- Girl's name(s): Emily Elizabeth
- Subject(s) in school: If anything, science, because it's mostly easy for me
- Animal(s): Kittens and Puppies
- Sport(s): Allstar Cheerleadinggg
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? Haha no
- Got high? Nope
- Bungee jumped? No
- Made yourself throw up? Nope
- Skinny dipped? Noo
- Been in love? Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Lol who hasn't
- Cried when someone died? Course
- Lied? Yes, even though I contridict myself because I hate liars/lying
- Fallen for your best friend? The person I've fallen for is my best friend if that counts
- Used someone? Never
- Done something you regret? Yes ...Learn from it right
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: Pajama pants, white tank top and Doug's sweatshirt
- Music you're listening to: Nothing now
- Annoyance: School
- Smell: Nothing really
- Current Desktop picture: Lake City ladies
- Book you're reading: YUCKKK "a tale of two cities" shoot my kthx
- CD in the player: Mix
- DVD in the player: The Notebook
L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Hugged: Doug
- IM'd: Doug
- Yelled at: Josh?
- Felt loved by: Doug
- Spoke to: Josh
- Cried to: Doug
- Cried over: Meagan
P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Arrogant: Stephen
- Insecure: Rianna
- Interesting: Mere
- Random: Linds
- Attractive: Doug ;)
- Smart: Liz
- Active: Nick
- Shy: I don't have any really shy friends
- Bored easily: umm
- Drunk: haha
- Responsible: Jeannine
- Obsessive: Meagan
- Hyper: Tiffy ;)
- Talkative: Most of us lol
- Illegal: ?
- Porn: Hahah Joe
- Cute: Chels Marie
- Violent: Not sure
- Unpredictable: Murrrrdith<3
- Drama: No names.
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: Whores from Salem
- Slap: Whores from Salem + Mrs.Bordoeu
- Get really wasted with: Mere and Chels
- Get high with: No oneee
- Look like: Myself
- Talk to face to face: All my friends?
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like:
- All I need is: My baby and my best friends
- Flowers or candy: Flowers
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: I can't control everything, as much as I'd like to do so
- I want: To get away from here
- I have: To clean
- I wish: That everything was easy
- I hate: How I let her hurt me
- I hear: The TV
- I wonder: If tomorrow will be a good day
- I'm hurt by: Back stabbers
- I like: To be with him
- I hate: Sluts
ps.I'd like to see more than 2 comments<3
Comments would make me very happy right now :)
I love youuu
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: Ashton
- Birthplace: Tampa Florida
- B-day Month: March
- Current Location: LAconia
- Eye color: Greenish hazel
- Hair color: Light brown
- Height: 5'6''ishh
- Righty or Lefty: Righty
- Zodiac sign: Pieces
- Shoes you wore today: Flip flops, converses in gym
- Your weakness: Caring way too much. Worrying. Stressing myself out.
- Your strengths: Being strong. Never giving up. Working hard
- Your fears: Dying a harsh way, being alone, losing people I love and care about, having no one, being unhappy
- Your perfect pizza: Peperonie
- Your thoughts first waking up: Please no
- Your bedtime: Anywhere from 11-12
- Your most missed memory: Never having to really worry about something
- Pepsi or coke: DIET pepsi
- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
- Single or Group dates: Single
- Best friends: Doug, Mere, Chels, Rianna, Jeannine, Maeg, Linds and Tiffy
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Doug
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: I honestly couldn't tell you a difference
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
- Cappuccino or Coffee: ICE coffee
- Smoke: Nope
- Cuss: Sometimes
- Sing: Only when there's no one around to hear me suck
- Take a shower everyday: Yes
- Have a crush: Mhm
- Do you think you've been in love: Def.♥
- Want to go to college: Yes
- Where: UNH, FSU, or one in Boston or NY
- Like(d) high school: Yes, besides the stress
- Want to get married: Of course
- Believe in yourself: For once, yes
- Get motion sickness: No
- Think you're attractive: Ehh I think I have okay days and bad ones like everyone else
- Think you're a health freak: No way
- Get along with your parent(s): For the most part
- Like thunderstorms: Yes, I grew up with them
- Play an instrument: Nope
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: England..or MEXICO with Mere and Chels!
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: Yes
- Smoked: No way
- Done a drug: Nope
- Made out: Yes
- Gone to the mall: Not really
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
- Eaten sushi: Gross
- Been on stage: Unfortunately...Eff Mrs Borddg;mdg
- Been dumped: Nope
- Gone skating: No
- Made homemade cookies: No, I was going to at Doug's though :(
- Gone skinnydipping: Nope
- Dyed your hair: Naw
- Stolen anything: I'm too nice to do that
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
- Been called a tease: Haha yes
- Gotten beaten up: No
- Age you hope to be married: 26ish
- Described your dream wedding: Traditional ...big, white, perfect
- Thought about how you want to die: Yes, in my sleep, happy
G u y | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: Blue<3
- Best hair colour: Light brown
- Short or long hair: Doesn't really matter as long as it looks good
- Height: Taller than me or the same
- Best weight: Healthy/fit
- Best articles of clothing: Does it matter?
- Best first date location: Anywhere
- Best first kiss location: Anywhere
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: 00000
# of people I could trust with my life: Like 3
# of CDs that i own: Over 100
# of piercings: 2, gonna be 4
# of tattoos: None
# of scars on my body: 3 kinda big ones. More little ones from when I was little
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbal Essences
- What are you most scared of? I andwered this alreadyyy. But I forgot any types of bugs, especially spiders, and SNAKES, and clowns
- What are you listening to right now? On my own
- Who is the last person that called you? Mere
- How many buddies are online right now? 89
- How many are away: 52
- What would you change about yourself? My constant fears of what other people think
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: Purple, pink
- Food: Chicken fingers
- Boy's name(s): Zachary Taylor, Matthew
- Girl's name(s): Emily Elizabeth
- Subject(s) in school: If anything, science, because it's mostly easy for me
- Animal(s): Kittens and Puppies
- Sport(s): Allstar Cheerleadinggg
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? Haha no
- Got high? Nope
- Bungee jumped? No
- Made yourself throw up? Nope
- Skinny dipped? Noo
- Been in love? Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Lol who hasn't
- Cried when someone died? Course
- Lied? Yes, even though I contridict myself because I hate liars/lying
- Fallen for your best friend? The person I've fallen for is my best friend if that counts
- Used someone? Never
- Done something you regret? Yes ...Learn from it right
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: Pajama pants, white tank top and Doug's sweatshirt
- Music you're listening to: Nothing now
- Annoyance: School
- Smell: Nothing really
- Current Desktop picture: Lake City ladies
- Book you're reading: YUCKKK "a tale of two cities" shoot my kthx
- CD in the player: Mix
- DVD in the player: The Notebook
L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Hugged: Doug
- IM'd: Doug
- Yelled at: Josh?
- Felt loved by: Doug
- Spoke to: Josh
- Cried to: Doug
- Cried over: Meagan
P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Arrogant: Stephen
- Insecure: Rianna
- Interesting: Mere
- Random: Linds
- Attractive: Doug ;)
- Smart: Liz
- Active: Nick
- Shy: I don't have any really shy friends
- Bored easily: umm
- Drunk: haha
- Responsible: Jeannine
- Obsessive: Meagan
- Hyper: Tiffy ;)
- Talkative: Most of us lol
- Illegal: ?
- Porn: Hahah Joe
- Cute: Chels Marie
- Violent: Not sure
- Unpredictable: Murrrrdith<3
- Drama: No names.
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: Whores from Salem
- Slap: Whores from Salem + Mrs.Bordoeu
- Get really wasted with: Mere and Chels
- Get high with: No oneee
- Look like: Myself
- Talk to face to face: All my friends?
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like:
- All I need is: My baby and my best friends
- Flowers or candy: Flowers
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: I can't control everything, as much as I'd like to do so
- I want: To get away from here
- I have: To clean
- I wish: That everything was easy
- I hate: How I let her hurt me
- I hear: The TV
- I wonder: If tomorrow will be a good day
- I'm hurt by: Back stabbers
- I like: To be with him
- I hate: Sluts
ps.I'd like to see more than 2 comments<3
Comments would make me very happy right now :)
I love youuu