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I need a miracle. How can I fix other peoples problems, how can I help them, how can I be the person that makes everything ok, when my own life is in need of fixing? When I'm the one who needs help? When I run out of solutions? I have 400 dollars to last me for the rest of the year. About 50 dollars a month. There are about 4.4 weeks in a month. About 11 dollars a week. I smoke a pack a day. 35 bucks a week. I also need food, i wanna go out and i need money for that. I am being forced to quit smoking. Did you know that it is harder to quit smoking than it is to quit Heroin? There is a support system for recovering alcoholics, cocaine, heroin, perscription drug, and any other addiction, but not smoking. I'm on my own i guess. Anyone wanna give me about 1000 dollars? I'll pay it back eventually. But if you've got 1000 bucks just laying around i sure could use it.
Waiting on a miracle....
Waiting on a miracle....