Round 18: Middle Earth: Durin Family
Fandom: Middle Earth
Subject:Durin Family this fic
Title: As My Memory Rests
Warnings/Notes: Explicit lyrics within~
This mix won't flow well unless you look at the fic it is based on, which is both pretty short and utterly fantastic. The base idea is that Fili is Kili's mother/bearer and that Thorin is Kili's father. The fic requires trigger warnings for rape and incest. The plot is handled very well and made to be very believable and I have tried to deal with each characters response to Kili finding out and what he does because of it.
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
lithium - nirvana
thorin
When your day is long
And the night, the night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough
Of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go
'Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes
everybody hurts - r.e.m.
Dis
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when september ends - green day
fili
I'll wrap my hands around your neck, neck, neck, neck (is this the end I feel?)
Up in the air, chasing a dream, chasing a dream.
Take no more!
Take no more!
Take no more!
I'll take no more!
up in the air - 30 seconds to mars
kili
Some say, now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior,
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions.
Don't you breathe for me,
Undeserving of your sympathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did.
And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.
sleep - my chemical romance
fili
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
viva la vida - coldplay
thorin
I don't claim to know just why
I don't try to pacify
I don't love me just yet
I don't care, gone away
i don't have - nickelback
fili
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
just like you - 3 days grace
kili
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
run - snow patrol
fili