For my Princess
Princess, I know I haven't been here for a long time... and I thought it high time I reminded you that I do still care!
You see, I know I can be awful and snappy. I swing from ecstatically happy to woe betide me in the blink of an eye. And lately it has been mostly lows. But that is all the noise around the edges. Because underneath it all, there is you. And you have made things so much better for me. You are my very best friend in the world. You are my Princess!
I love where we are and I love what we do. On Sunday amidst the mess and the hangover and the general carnage, I felt happy to be home. This place feels like home. And I can't remember the last time I felt that. I have gotten so used to feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. A visitor in my own life, never really able to join in. But with you, I shine.
Thank you so much for putting up with me. I know it must be hell to live with me - I seem to create a whirlwind of drama wherever I go. I know I live in a fantasy world in my head. I worry sometimes I let that bleed into your reality in a bad way.
But then... you join in the games unlike anyone else I ever met! Hide and seek was really just the start (and yes, I know under the stairs was a stupidly obvious place to hide), because the games have never really stopped. They've just got better.
I really do love you! Thank you so much for sharing everything with me xxx
You see, I know I can be awful and snappy. I swing from ecstatically happy to woe betide me in the blink of an eye. And lately it has been mostly lows. But that is all the noise around the edges. Because underneath it all, there is you. And you have made things so much better for me. You are my very best friend in the world. You are my Princess!
I love where we are and I love what we do. On Sunday amidst the mess and the hangover and the general carnage, I felt happy to be home. This place feels like home. And I can't remember the last time I felt that. I have gotten so used to feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. A visitor in my own life, never really able to join in. But with you, I shine.
Thank you so much for putting up with me. I know it must be hell to live with me - I seem to create a whirlwind of drama wherever I go. I know I live in a fantasy world in my head. I worry sometimes I let that bleed into your reality in a bad way.
But then... you join in the games unlike anyone else I ever met! Hide and seek was really just the start (and yes, I know under the stairs was a stupidly obvious place to hide), because the games have never really stopped. They've just got better.
I really do love you! Thank you so much for sharing everything with me xxx