Oct 25, 2005 18:36
Ever wondered, if you were to write a suicide letter, what it would say?
Who would you apologize to? Who would you think would actually care?
Would you apologize to your parents? Would you try to explain yourself?
I think mine would be simple. Some people write 4-5 page suicide letters, but for me, I'd want it to be breif. Apologize to my parents, explain that this was the only way I knew to fix things, and maybe thank the few people who stuck by me.
That'd be it I reckon.
Today was a shit day. Dane cancelled the op-shopping trip so he could hang out with Bj. I spent the day in his room crying because I felt so bloody alone because he has all the friends in the world, and I don't have anyone within 20km of me who wants to hang out.
Had a panic attack while driving home, and now am comtemplating slicing up my arm because I'm so bloody ored shitless. No one home for 10 more days. No work until friday. Too much free time and I have to do something or I'm gonna do something severe.