I bring it on myself.

Oct 17, 2005 23:14

I do. Its my fault.
I'm the one who asks questions in hope he'll just spurt out "I love you still Pokey" but I know deep down he wont. I'm the one who brings it up when we could continue a happy fun conversation...

weakened from the pain that he left inside your heart
fallen in the rain, your whole life has fallen apart

I miss it. I miss the way he used to brush my hair out of my face.
I miss the prolonged hugs and rubbing our noses together.
I miss our bellies chatting each other up.
I miss knowing that I'm his.

shattered dreams.
there's nothing better in this place
nothing but memories in your mind

It sounds so stupid, me putting my life on hold, waiting for him, but its what I want. I want to be wth him. And no one else. No one else will ever make me feel the way he did. No one else taught me to be passionate about things. I just want him to be mine again.

This song always reminds me of him. When we'd spend our nights at the beach...watching the stars on the Smurf blanket...

Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me baby
Yeah yeah yeah
Our noses were so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
Watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter, where you rest

Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it

Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink baby
Yeah yeah yeah
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more

I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more, girl
I wanna watch you

I miss him...and its only been 3 days since I last saw him...
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