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I miss him. I miss him in this way that I can actually feel, like a real aching pain in my chest.
I love him. I miss him. Oh god, I hate this.
I understand that it's hard for us to see each other often since he has to hide. I understand that we have to meet in secret places all around the city. I understand, I understand, I understand, but I hate it so much. I hate this pain, and I hate being apart from him, and I hate not knowing if he's safe.
I keep having these horrible dreams where Con finds him and kills his sisters in front of him. These horrible horrible dreams where Con is there and he comes for me and-
I hate this!
I love him. I miss him. Oh god, I hate this.
I understand that it's hard for us to see each other often since he has to hide. I understand that we have to meet in secret places all around the city. I understand, I understand, I understand, but I hate it so much. I hate this pain, and I hate being apart from him, and I hate not knowing if he's safe.
I keep having these horrible dreams where Con finds him and kills his sisters in front of him. These horrible horrible dreams where Con is there and he comes for me and-
I hate this!