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It's been a really long time since I wrote anything here. I guess that's because it's been a really long time since I felt like even existing anywhere after what I did. I really fucked a lot of things up and I screwed over people who were my friends.
I want to make it all a clean slate but there's no such thing, not really. So I guess all I can do is try and move on from what I did.
Pat Ravensdale is dead now, for a long time. Maybe things can finally start to get okay again around here. I know that it's easy for me to say because there's people like his sister who have to keep on living with all of my mistakes. That was my fault but I can't take it back.
I'm just sorry, to everyone. But I don't want to be all dead inside anymore and locked up in my bedroom.
I want to make it all a clean slate but there's no such thing, not really. So I guess all I can do is try and move on from what I did.
Pat Ravensdale is dead now, for a long time. Maybe things can finally start to get okay again around here. I know that it's easy for me to say because there's people like his sister who have to keep on living with all of my mistakes. That was my fault but I can't take it back.
I'm just sorry, to everyone. But I don't want to be all dead inside anymore and locked up in my bedroom.