red lipstick and torn pantyhose.

Apr 30, 2006 18:54

This cold day matches my feelings perfectly.
How do you tolerate me?
Why do you tolerate me?
The same question is thrown at me in different complexes.
The pain is imense but i need it to keep me from going insane.
Everyone is stupid as fuck,basicaly.
All i here is a symphony of withered voices, constanly nagging, constanly driving me further to the edge.
My self-loathing has become unbearable.
My self-hatred matches.
I'm such a malicious little girl, but more of a woman.
This i can choose to discard at any moment and yet i hold on to it just incase i want to play.
I'm trying to forget about the troubles in the back of my mind but he haunts me and i see him everywhere.
I can't rid my self of these ridicilous scenes that have forever stained.
He was just a passer by that decided to take your naivity from you, thats all.
I'm becoming such a menace.
i'm sorry you got involved, you'll be sorry aswell, if not already.
I'm missing the very people i ran so far away from.
Change is a disease i've contracted, i hope i dont spread, for when it comes down to it, regret is something i swallow.
In the end we are alone, and there is nothing in the cold dark wasteland called eternity to keep you comfort.
happiness is something we all srive for, like a drug we are all addicted, and my money's run out.
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