In which Sam, Dean and John have a good talk...
All he could do was wait. Dean had gone off and Sam was certain it was to find John Winchester, angel in training, and find out what the hell was going on with this new piece of information. He hoped to God that Dad knew something about this Adam guy.
No... he hoped John had no idea who Adam was. If John had known that he had another son and never told Sam and Dean they had a brother... that was almost as unforgivable as Adam trying to hurt them. They could have found him long ago and helped him. Saved him. Kept him from becoming this monster...
He rubbed at his eyes and just leaned into Ruby a bit more. This hurt, more than he thought he could ever hurt. He had a baby brother out there who was trying to kill them, and they were going to have to kill first.
How close had Sam come to being the same thing to Dean?
No, Ruby, he wasn't okay. His reality was shifting again and he was getting too old to deal with these life altering changes. Becoming a father was the path he was willing to take. This? Not so much.
He really could use his brother right now to talk to, and softly prayed for him to hurry back.
No... he hoped John had no idea who Adam was. If John had known that he had another son and never told Sam and Dean they had a brother... that was almost as unforgivable as Adam trying to hurt them. They could have found him long ago and helped him. Saved him. Kept him from becoming this monster...
He rubbed at his eyes and just leaned into Ruby a bit more. This hurt, more than he thought he could ever hurt. He had a baby brother out there who was trying to kill them, and they were going to have to kill first.
How close had Sam come to being the same thing to Dean?
No, Ruby, he wasn't okay. His reality was shifting again and he was getting too old to deal with these life altering changes. Becoming a father was the path he was willing to take. This? Not so much.
He really could use his brother right now to talk to, and softly prayed for him to hurry back.