Jan 26, 2006 20:05
How long must I wait to get me friend back?
I've tried to ignore the situation, I've tried to ignore her, but I can't. I just can't do it. I care too much about her.
I hate the arguments we've gotten into. I hate the person I've become.
I know it may not look like I care about her feelings, but I really do. I care so much about her and her feelings. And the day I mad her cry... I felt so terrible.
I wish I could take back some of the things I said, but I cant and I have to pay for my mistakes.
Whenever I see her cry or when I'm the reason she's crying, I feel so miserable about myself. I end up hating myself because I promised her that I would never do that to her. I promised her I would never hurt her. I Promised!!!
Whenever I see her sad or down, I want to go over to her and try to cheer her up, but I cant because I feel that I'm the reason that she is like that sometimes.
I don't want this war to continue between us...