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Sep 02, 2007 15:01

Heh, I guess I was looking for someone to understand. I'll say I'm fucking stupid for doing that.

Met with a god, Asclepius. The meeting wasn't bad. Nothing like that. As least I got some information. The upper level huh? Seems to be a better place than this fucking darkness I'm walking around in. It's not going to be easy to get there and I probably won't end up there anyway.

I feel a bit better knowing that Akito's not here in this shit hole. I hope he never shows up here. That kid would never be able to survive in a place like this. I know he's better off not being here. I feel uneasy because I can't watch over him, but if he's not here, then he doesn't have to share the pain in a land with an unforgiving sky and unforgiving gods that fuck with your life.

They'll never get it, they'll never fucking understand. I'm going to be condemned to this shit hole forever. I can't change. If I did, I wouldn't be able to fucking survive in this place like he wouldn't be able to. 'Nothing is impossible. "No one ever said redeeming one's self was supposed to be simple.' he says. If I change who I am, I'll fucking cease to exist. And for Akito's sake, it's better off that way.

Asclepius. This time, I'll thank you for actually listening. Understanding is a whole fucking different story.

Now, off to eat this food that randomly appeared from the gods again.
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