Aug 13, 2006 14:21
I dont know what it is but it seems like everytime, my father, tells me to do something or looks at me with hate or he has hate in his tone of voice. I can tell when things are cool with somepeople, becuz its like a change in the air around me. Kinda like a emotional spider sense. Which is a dumb word for it but anywho, yeah me and my father has never been the best of buddies, and i dont WANT to start now he had 19 years to do that shit, but has ever came time help me no, has he ever come to me and asked if i needed anything, no. It seems like he can be nice to everyone else but me, and i can see threw his eyes of lies. He can never gain back my respect for him, never. It just makes me angry everyday because i have to put up with his bukkshit. im threw