How can you just walk on by...
Halloween sucked ass for me...I had to work. Once again I have two jobs...YES! Two paychecks! MY FAVORITE! LMAO! Ugh!
Anyways
Got in an arguement with Alan. *tear*
I wish he knew how I feel. I want a relationship but not right now. I'm having too much fun hanging out with random guys that I run into. *NOTE: I do not get involved in any...I repeat ANY PHYSICAL act with them*
It's hard balancing the act of wanting to be with someone and wanting to have fun with a guy! Can't a girl just get her groove on!? LMAO!
Anyways
I love life...
I laugh...
Everything...going A. O. K!
*sigh*
I've been going out and hanging out with ____________. I feel bad because I know there is something there but who knows what it is....I dont know if its just lust or if its actual feelings that ____________ feels. Who Knows? All I know is that I am going to use __________ like ____________used me....see if ___________ likes it!?
Emily and I have our own language and its great! LMAO! Good times! Well I shall be off....I have phone call I should be taking....I'm a busy girl...what can I say? LMAO! jk!
LOVE,
Allyson
*muah*